I am no closer to being skinny now as I was since day one. I gained everything back from binging. I’m a failure. A fat, ugly failure. I can’t even look in the mirror.
Why do I even bother? No one gives a darn. I could die and nobody would care.
I was in such a good mood today.
Until I had a fight with my gf AND mom. In which my mother literally called me ugly and said I’m overweight and far from skinny.
Why don’t I just fucking starve myself to death then.
I am very sad my inbox is suddenly empty :(